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So I've been in a rut, right? Ya'll already know that. I have... no idea what brought it on, but it just kinda sucked me down for several months and I got dangerously close to considering things I'm not going to elaborate on. It's over now, I guess. I'm not sure if it's being back in school and having people to socialize with, or this new thing where I'm trying to worry less about criticism and stop self-flagellating over every perceived infraction.
Either way, it was bad enough that I missed a lot of class, and I've been on the edge of failure for quite awhile. I'm trying to use this period of stability to catch up, but there's a chance that I'm past the point of no return now. Either way, I'm doing what I can to finish out the semester. I'm scared and I'm still not 100% emotionally well, but I want to be successful.
My art and writing? It's still at a slow-down. There are a few things about my work and characters that I'm still not entirely secure about. I might hold off on starting a webcomic until I get my shit 100% together with both school, and my personal stuff. But I've felt inspired to at least find something to write about, as I will need to actually have some experience. Therefore, I'm going to be attempting to actually do something with my zillions of Skyrim characters and write a bit of fanfiction. While I'm at it, I'll probably start re-visiting some ideas regarding old fandoms (coughSpyrocough) because nostalgia and stuff. You can still expect original stuff, though.
And I'm working on an art trade with DarkSnarkArtie89. I'm willing to accept two others from watchers, but they won't be drawn until sometime near the end of the month because things are kinda suck right now.
Either way, it was bad enough that I missed a lot of class, and I've been on the edge of failure for quite awhile. I'm trying to use this period of stability to catch up, but there's a chance that I'm past the point of no return now. Either way, I'm doing what I can to finish out the semester. I'm scared and I'm still not 100% emotionally well, but I want to be successful.
My art and writing? It's still at a slow-down. There are a few things about my work and characters that I'm still not entirely secure about. I might hold off on starting a webcomic until I get my shit 100% together with both school, and my personal stuff. But I've felt inspired to at least find something to write about, as I will need to actually have some experience. Therefore, I'm going to be attempting to actually do something with my zillions of Skyrim characters and write a bit of fanfiction. While I'm at it, I'll probably start re-visiting some ideas regarding old fandoms (coughSpyrocough) because nostalgia and stuff. You can still expect original stuff, though.
And I'm working on an art trade with DarkSnarkArtie89. I'm willing to accept two others from watchers, but they won't be drawn until sometime near the end of the month because things are kinda suck right now.
Brushing the Dust Off
I literally forgot about this account. I lost my flair for art a few years ago during the height of my depression. However, I've escaped my toxic household and I'm now recovering with the help of some close real-life friends. I really want to re-discover my enjoyment for art. My characters and ideas never left my thoughts, but they've been unable to actually manifest and I want to show you all how they and I have grown.
Move, I'm Gay
It's an obligatory Pride Month journal and a vine reference all rolled into one!
I haven't drawn in forever because my life has been a hurricane but I'm getting slowly but surely back into the swing of things.
Second Day of Halloween
Ah yes, Halloween! My favorite month. Also like, it's October or something? Whatever.
But seriously, Inktober is here and I plan on participating! There will be late days naturally, but w/e. I have like, a job and stuff.
Quick Update + Some RP Stuff
Where to begin? Got a design job and lost it because I felt uneasy on a moral level about a design I was asked to do. Have been drawing but slowly. My second job took up most of my free days but now I don't have one, so prepare for art!
Also... may dabble in writing. Been practicing prose with some private, self-indulgent stuff that I probably won't post here because it's low-quality from a narrative standpoint. I DO, however, plan on starting a Skyrim longfic because I've wanted to for ages, and it will be posted here and maybe I'll have to get an AO3 account or something too.
Speaking of writing, I want to let everyone know that I am and
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I've just been busy and over-run for the most part.